These Violets
“These Violets” is a single poem divided into twelve sections. It was composed with the help of prime numbers: the number of lines in each section is one of the prime numbers from 3 to 37. The number 11, since it is repetitive, is used twice. When added together, these numbers come to 206, the number of bones in the human body.
These Violets
Holt Cemetery, New Orleans—Resting place
of early jazz musician Buddy Bolden, R & B
singer Jesse Hill and a World War 2 veteran
named Thomas Gray
1.
The lean moon
becomes full and is swallowed
and this is not an archipelago
which speaks
water to the land
or even the bones in one hand
the name fades
the grass intrudes
the grave is lost
and with it the rough spring wind
and this is not an archipelago
2.
The chorus in high register
everyone
speaking at once
a few bars
a couple of vertebrae
which house
genital warmth
heavy
shoes on the stage
the spoon
at the inside of the bowl
emptying
every
bone in the human body
his trumpet
held up
level with the ground
3.
Placed side by side
an image of wet pavement
a sailor
medicine
the whole of humanity
in one small room
no room anymore for the bed
we sleep
(as moles as spineless grubs)
burrowed in the ground
This island
raked
together at my feet
4.
And this is not the human body
(on the stage
tambourine in hand)
no matter what the numbers say
The knowable world overflows
and in the mess that follows
in the blank heat
in mud rolled up
the size of a man
(who, lacking tissues to hold himself upright,
collapses again
into the water)
no more
songs from the soft mouth,
no more complicated bodies, nerves
reduced once more
to a simple eyespot
after years in conversation with the ground
after endless war
has covered everything in soot
and no one cares if you’re drowning
after
arms red at the bone
after the shutter of the camera
jams open
after the cylinder containing
the human voice is cracked
after the hide of any animal
is mistaken
for one’s own
this is not the human body
5.
Among the roots of trees—Take
and count one by one
until it is out of the reach of my voice
6.
History is red,
bitten hairs at its neck.
Wind bends it forward.
Soil. Darkness
of empty
houses, many now
leaning to one side.
Wax
letters pressed in cement
the name unmade
the letter ‘O’ out of place
no longer
to sound
damp, unsteady ground
The full weight
of a wet branch
the full
plot of the grave
sunken in
seven inches. Pooled water
that the mind
enlarges
The boat’s mouth
opened
and the soldiers streamed out
onto the beach
to draw
the outline of a continent
in red
7.
The saddest song in all the world
leak
until empty
No more will awaken
No more
to the bar room in the smallest hours
Can’t buy no beer
8.
Fill his mouth with nickels
because there are things
that 25 years
in the nuthouse won’t cure
it won’t cure the skeleton
and it won’t cure electrons
turning and shaking
or the 26
million year
circuit of the galaxy
wrapped around his body like a belt
9.
Now that they have closed the libraries
where can we go
to hear
the rough spring wind
meet the Atlantic
war (at least the war in miniature)
a song along the lines
of love, careless love.
Or see
the groundnut shells
littering the floor of the world
one shell
to carry your body
another
to carry
the rest of your body.
The little screen
lights up
but the war is not here.
10.
With ceremony—The grave
covered over with a cloth
and then painted. A dense array
of objects—fence wire, thermos, shirt,
a small plastic boat and a splintered tree.
11.
At last, at last
(in a low voice)
The wind stretches out
a sheet of metal
Even the elements are still
and on the ground
in pieces
even
the names are cracked
in two
even the naked
frame, the fence
posts of the body
fallen down
even the road is broken
even the movie theater burned
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THOMAS
GRAY
PVT
US ARMY
WORLD WAR II
1915-1975
12.
Went down to the river
to wait for the ferry
but the ferry never arrived.
The long grass matted on the graves
weeds bent low
among ruined monuments
overturned vase, its lip
caved in
but not
for lack
of tenderness
but of money
and no law to set the stones upright
or hold back
wind behind a wall
until everyone who knew you
has gone.
Placed
with flowers on the ground
as simple as that.
And a voice
to sing.
A way to speak through the ground
a slip of paper
a bottle of whiskey
placed with flowers
into the faded grass
to be done with it.
Bury
the dust
beneath the bed
because
grieving is not good.
It is known
the first flower
grew at
the edge of a stream.
Michael Ford lives in New Orleans. Ugly Duckling Presse published his first full-length book, Carbon, in 2006. His next book Olympia Street (which includes the poem “These Violets”) will be published sometime in 2007 by New Orleans’ own Trembling Pillow Press. His poems have also appeared in 6x6 and YAWP: A Journal of Poetry and Art. Visit his blog at starspangledbanana.blogspot.com.